Monday, May 31, 2010

Confessssso

Sinto dor de Cabeca
Sinto dor de ouvido
Dor no estomago me consome e come tudo o que esta dentro de mim.
Eu sei que todo mundo se embola na cabeca, fica confuso, grita sai correndo se perde
SE ACHA
Se perde de novo ...
Eu fico no meio dessa confusao Humana sacudindo o meu eu eu eu
Durmo pra esquecer e perco as minhas horas esquecidas
De dia fico com medo a noite me escondo
E no final fica tudo bem claro , claro como a noite de luzes apagadas
E voce fica aqui, fica ali , sacode a minha vida , revira na volta o meu coracao
Que coracao ?
Se eu conseguisse sentir o sangue correndo em minhas veias eu juro que saia correndo
Tenho medo de nos , dos nos e das diferencas
Ah , sempre elas as diferencas .
Tem eu tem voce, tem eles que ficam andando ao redor de nos com vontade de sacudir
Se pudesse nunca mais gastaria as minhas horas de viver durmindo com sono de dUUrmir pra sempre sem ele
Sempre ele... Pra sempre .
Hoje te convido a dancar solidao , ou se preferes podemos ir jantar pirao de vento e lombo d'agua la em casa sem portas
Fico com medo de escuros e me acho em voceS

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Cuban Diary in Toronto Still.

A menina

Nice to meet you , this is my song . I mean , the name of it .

I am home, I bought sunscreen and today is mom's Day .

I really hope you can read Portuguese because my mom said these beautiful words and I have to share it

MAE NAO TEM SEXO, ELAS GRITAM, CHORAM, SE DESCABELAM, RIEM, EMOCIONAM, ELAS ATE QUE SAO NORMAIS, UMA COISA E CERTA, TODAS SAO FARINHA DO MESMO SACO, DO MESMO DEUS, HUMANAS, A ESTAS FIGURAS ANDROGINAS O MEU AMOR, O MEU RESPEITO, ETA COISA BOA QUE E MAMAE

Linda te amo .

I am very anxious but no, wait I think that actually I am okay . I am checking google earth and watching the Island, We are going to a Caribbean Island and I will shoot the first music video of my life , is it a dream ??? ho ho hO

Answer = Nao Taina .

Friday, May 7, 2010

Cuban Diary .

One, Two , fly !

I got this Beautiful note Book from my friend and I will write all my Adventure in here.

I can't wait to see the Green ! Oh Meu DeuuuS!

Now I am here fighting ( ... ) my computer , writing this article for a Brazilian magazine . It is like... about relationship between teenagers , when they decide to be a couple and larilarala .

The Editor will read and correct whatever she wants , I mean change =p

I am very tense about going to Cuba and I can't have my afternoon nap anymore !!!

Clarisse is here with me and she is helping + getting green nails .

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

.Fighting my Body before Love trip to Cuba .

... And if it was 2 years ago maybe I would understand myself.

I look at my Body from the Best view of me , my eyes inside my Head .

I always have to carry something in my hands . Blah .

I walk around , fix mistakes , make ...S .

I don't remember when was the last time that I wore a Bikini and I feel fat and weird not comfortable with myself and this little peace of clothing that I am wearing right now just to start getting used to it again .

I am a Beach Girl .

I grew up on the Beach the sun and me we were always ... aaaa

What's wrong with me ???

I am a Beach Girl . I don't want to act weird in front of the world around me ( or the swimming pool ) get scared and RUN AWAY pra la just because I dont want them to look at my Body .

I touch my hair, I shake my pony tail and anything changes it is the same fat me here sitting and Blah .

I am a Beach Girl .