Are you happy with what you are doing? I have a million questions in my head, but I decided to stop feeling so guilty about myself . There are many judges out there, ready to give you a suggestion... so intelligent ... They never have anything to ... really suggest to themselves. Sometimes I feel that things around tend to be the way it happens and that there is nothing special enough to change it. I am right . I am wrong . We better take care of ourselves. Our feelings and try to find answers, our own answers .