These crazy things that I will never understand .
I am getting addicted to alcohol ( getting) and I think that I am pregnant . Enough ?
If I am all what I am gonna do is ... What am I gonna do ? For now I will just buy a beer ... Tonight is our Big Show at the Bossa Club House and I am so ready ... I am not gonna smoke anything before the Show because I feel very breathless already .
I saw our picture yesterday on this magazine that's very popular here , and it was a very little picture but it makes me feel like a Queen , the Queen of whatever good .
I am scared of the future and I don't like this feeling.